So I think I have really been feeling the anxiety of the fast approaching surgery. My off days from work are Wednesdays and Thursdays and both days it took for ever for me to fall asleep and every time that I was lucky enough to slip into a dream like state it would only be for a maximum of 2 hours.
I hope this is the worst of it but I don't think it will be... I am 11 days away and I can't sit still.
I sometimes feel like I am going to have a flood of emotions... I am so happy and nervous and scared and anxious that I fell like I'm going to laugh cry and have a panic attack all at the same time!
I decided it would be best for my mental stability to take a leave of absence from roller derby until a month after my surgery... I feel like a big weight has been lifted off of me just because I don't think I would have been able to give them 100% due to everything going on in my life right now... but I know if you give me 2 weeks I will be missing my skates.
Well I hope everyone is doing good and having fun... and if it's without me... shame on you!!!
lol
Love you all!!!
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I am sorry you can't sleep. :( Hey, I know what will work. Come to my house and watch all 3 of the kids while I sleep. After a couple of hours you will be ready for a nap. Promise. Ha Ha Ha.
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